i checked my 'friends' blog just now.
notice the " ' ' ".??

i suddenly feel like venting out all my anger.

this is not the 1st time im angry with you, darling.
it's neither the 2nd nor 3rd.
please go look up 'trust' and 'friend' in the dictionary.

done?

does anything apply to you?
i big NO.

` 'Trust takes years to build; but only seconds to shattter.'

i trusted you like hell.
i told you everything.
and you did too.
we took trust as a step-by-step relationship.
it took manyMANY years to get me to trust you and vice-versa.
dont tell me you and your new friend only took a few seconds.
hello.
we talked behind backs before.
and now you're doing it to me.
sweet, ass hole.
just sweet.
i dont mind being a triplet.
you basically just started ignoring me.
your new friend is just so interesting huh?
dont you trust me anymore?
its so difficult to talk to you now.
you're always with that friend of yours.
to be frank,
i'll always think, "hey. that's my ear to whisper to."
i really hate you now, okay?

and please.
stop giving LAME excuses.
there's PLENTY of time in a day, freak.
just because you cant manage the 24 hrs properly...
sheesh man.

'True friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and IMPOSSIBLE to forget.'

i'll never forget the times we had.
when i scanned your friends list, i was very disappointed.
where am i?
i always made it a point to include you.
it won't hurt to put just one more name down, right?
didn't you call me your 'best friend' before?
i still remember, you know.
and i felt so touched when you said that.
now?
what's up with you?
i really don't know how 2oo6 is going to end now.
sometimes i think i'm closer to dellysda.
and i haven't even met her face-to-face.
yet.

i'm thinking about meeting up with you, delly dear.
perhaps one day you'll receive an invitation from me.
i honestly can't wait for that day.

SHAHIDAH-
left the computer, crying.
this is not the 1st time, honey.
XOXOX.